I haven't been on DA for like, a really long time. Then again, since I started working as an RA I haven't had much time to think.

I'm back at school after an amazing summer (despite what my previous journal suggested). I'm havin' a blast at school and am meeting a ton of awesome people.

The boy and I are finished, and I've been single here for 2 months or something. It's amazing to be free to do whatever the fuck I want to and not have to worry about hurting someone... I mean... I always try not to hurt those I love, but it's different in a relationship. Idk. I'm beginning to babble. I'm just free and I love it.


I suppose I'm really a terrible person, if you look at everything objectively. I mean, I lead people on, steal significant others, am terribly selfish, am an atheist, and believe that in general, I've done nothing wrong. Oh well I suppose, right? I mean, I only live once. What's so wrong with being happy?


Hmmm well there's my little update. I'm gonna put a few new poems up here, so check them out and give me feedback. I think my writing's gone to shit, but maybe it hasn't quite yet. ::shrugs::

-Angela





Manson - "Slutgarden"
((this is def. my song.))

I'll pretend that I want you for what is on the inside
But when I get inside I'll just want to get out
I'm your first and last deposit through sickness and in hell
I'll never you promise you a garden, you'll just water me down

I can't believe that you are for real
I don't care as long as you're mine

When I said "we" you know I meant "me"
And when I said "sweet" I meant "dirty"
When I said "we" you know I meant "me"
And when I said "sweet" I meant "dirty"

I'm unsafe
I'm unsafe
I won't regret
So I memorize the words to the porno movies
It's the only thing I want to believe
I memorize the words to the porno movies
This is a new religion to me
I'm a VCR funeral, a definite waste
My smile's a chainlink fence, that I have put up
I love the enemy, my love is the enemy
They say they don't want fame
But they get famous when we fuck

When I said "we" you know I meant "me"
And when I said "sweet" I meant "dirty"
When I said "we" you know I meant "me"
And when I said "sweet" I meant "dirty"

I'm unsafe
I'm unsafe
I won't regret
So I memorize the words to the porno movies
It's the only thing I want to believe
I memorize the words to the porno movies
This is a new religion to me

I never believed the devil was real
But God couldn't make someone filthy as you

When I said "we" you know I meant "me"
And when I said "sweet" I meant "dirty"
When I said "we" you know I meant "me"
And when I said "sweet" I meant "dirty"
When I said "we" you know I meant "me"
And when I said "sweet" I meant "dirty"
When I said "we" you know I meant "me"
And when I said "sweet" I meant "dirty"

You are the church, and I am the steeple
When we fuck, we are all God's people
You are the church, and I am the steeple
When we fuck, we are all God's people